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[16 Nov 2008 | Sunday]
ROCK N ROLL MCDONALDS!!!!!!
Current mood: content
This week, I promised myself that on my days off, I would get out of the house and do something every day. I'm off 4 days in a row, and usually I just sit in the house and do nothing. This week was different. The first day, I went to city park and spent most of the day hanging out with Mark. Wednesday, I went to lunch with my little sis Ashley and some other family. After that, we went shopping at all the Antique stores on Magazine Street. Thursday, Charlotte came over and spent the night. We went out to dinner @ Juan's and just talked and caught up. Friday, Tony and I hung out most of the day, and after that he took some really nice photos of me. Tres HOT. That's all I'm gonna say about that one. Hot.
So, in short, this week was pretty productive and different for me. I can really feel things starting to change for the better. When I think of how I felt and where I was one year ago, I feel so fortunate and happy to be alive. Just kind of excited for what the future holds in general. I NEVER feel like that. This is honestly the very first time in my life where waking up and anticipating the day's impending events is appealing.
Tony and I were talking tonight about our Christmas plans.
Holiday on the beach.
It doesn't get much better than this.
I just got off work a couple of hours ago, and the sun is already up. Breakfast and sleep.
I'm so happy, I could cry.
7:18 AM
[14 Nov 2008 | Friday]
Gettin it done
Gettin' it done...
I am finally doing it. After years of going back and forth, being flaky, having dealt with strong opposition by ex boyfriends, and being a little unsure of myself, I'm taking it all off on the good 'ol net. Tonight I am shooting, and hopefully submitting my first set of photographs to a hot site called burningangel.com. Not bad, considering one of my sexy idols founded the site, Joanna Angel, of RePenetrator fame. I am also going to be submitting to another site soon. Deviantnation.com
I wouldn't mind doing Godsgirls, but they rejected my app a few years back. Maybe it was the samples I sent them, but whatevs.
I just figured I'd come right out in the open with it, instead of having friends giving me the "OHHHH I SAW YER NAUGHTY BITS ON MY COMPUTER" look. My man is totally supportive of me doing this, which is very encouraging, and I have this real boost of energy and self esteem lately.
No shame in my game, baby.
Not that it is that big of a deal, seeing as thousands of women every day take it all off in the name of altporn. I'm not getting any younger, and hey, I might as well give you all a lil something to remember me by, ha.
I'm not even sure the set will be accepted, but here's to hoping! Wish me luck.
8:12 PM
[11 Nov 2008 | Tuesday]
Go home, Munster.
Went to City Park today with Mark and fed the geese, ducks, swans, and ibises.
The birds, Shirley, the birds.
It was a lot of fun, and the sculpture gardens were pretty interesting to look at too. Going to that park is the best (free) thing to do in town. It almost feels like a different city when you're there. That is, until you look up at the huge, beautiful oak trees that aren't anywhere close to being as cool anywhere else.
I'm going to have lunch with my lil sister tomorrow too. Hopefully she won't call @ like 9am like she usually does. My schedule no likey.
I've got a bunch of photoshoots coming up soon, and I'm pretty glad to be getting back into that. It has been close to a year since I've worked on any photo project at all... that's the longest I've gone since I started. Beh, poker tournament in two minutes... gotta gooooo.
9:24 PM
[06 Nov 2008 | Thursday]
DID HE JUST HIT ME??
Current mood: bored
Tony's job bought him a new Ibook, so now we have a laptop at home. This makes me very happy, since now I can record the useless details of my day and send it along to you poor bastards. This is especially cool, since it comes with a built in camera/webcam.
I've done a couple of new paintings lately, and as soon as I order my camera charger, I can post those.
Halloween weekend was a fucking nightmare for me. Work, work, work. Not just the amount of hours I worked, but how busy I was the entire time I was there. It was pretty tough, but it's over now.
Anyway, I'll give you a little rundown:
1. I cut my finger nearly to the bone making long island iced teas for some slut who didn't even tip me.
2. I watched a certifiably insane amputee punch a mailman in the head and almost pay for it with his life.
Yeah, so that's all I can think of. Boring.
4:14 PM
[16 Sep 2008 | Tuesday]
Bones underground, roots tangled up.
Current mood: content
Things are going pretty well lately. I'm still working @ 13 three nights a week, and I'm on the hunt for a job another two days a week to fill my schedule since Tony started teaching during the weekdays again. Maybe another bar gig, or maybe I should start taking makeup appointments again since Halloween is getting so close. I'm going to be making my Day of the Dead flower clips again this year, so if anyone wants to buy one, now would be the time to put in your order. I'll probably be making some higher end pices with camel bone skulls as well. Anyhow, I'm going to a show at Dragon's Den tonight. One of Pussyhawk's last shows here, waaah. I'm going to miss you alot when you move to Minneappolis, Shannon.
Tony is going to go back to grad school most likely within the next year, so it looks like I'll be following him to wherever that is. I'm really looking forward to moving someplace else. Nola will always be my home, but it's time to embark on some new adventures. I'm definitely in that place. I'm finally ready...Took long enough.
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[04 Jul 2008|07:32am] |
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It's been a strange few weeks. One of my best friends got arrested, then another friend of of Tony and mine overdosed and died :(. Sad day, because he was a really funny and sweet guy.
Everyone misses you, you fucking jerk.
Sort of makes you realize how short life actually is, and dare I say, makes you appreciate the people you love the most even more. Also, Aura moved to Atlanta. This seriously bummed me out.
Anyhow, on a lighter note, Mark tattooed my right calf the other night. Oh-so-wonderful creature of the black lagoon awesomeness. It came out really nice. Maybe I should post pics later.
I've been battling this hardcore insomnia for a couple of weeks now... as in only sleeping 1-3 hours a night no matter what. Nothing works. Not sleeping pills, nor booze, or anything else I've tried. I think I need to go to the doc's and get checked out, cause I feel really crappy lately. I have been watching insane amounts of tv, and also saw the MOST fucked up movie I've ever seen. It's the French horror flick called Inside. I kept waking Tony up while I was watching it by screaming "OH MY GOD!!!!" every five minutes. Yeah, it's that disturbing.
Fuck.
I'm also painting again. Finishing up my Fiji Mermaid acrylic on canvas. I named her Sangre. It's a long story. It's a little hokey, but what Fiji mermaid isn't? I should post a few pictures, because I'd like to start selling my art again.
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[14 May 2008|06:12pm] |
Finally, I have two new jobs that don’t suck...
After a disappointing stint at a couple of crappy bars I won't even mention, I finally got a job at St. Roch Tavern, and also another at 13 on Frenchmen St. Tonight is my first shift there actually. 7pm til close. Nice. I'm also looking for another roomate because of some extenuating circumstances with my friend who has to move out. Sucks, cuz he was a good one.
I've heard some pretty silly rumors about me lately. Let me lay that to rest. No one needs to be worried about me, because I am pretty much fine, and I'm not unhappy. As for the folks who are talking up a storm saying that they are worried, I call bullshit.
Beh.
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[06 Feb 2008|02:44am] |
I seriously need a roomate. Really nice house, pretty huge, ceramic tile, single shotgun. Half is $600. Any takers?
I've been weird lately. I did finally get settled into my new place, and I'm working on getting a new job. I just really felt like I needed a break. 2007 was pretty rocky. Here's hoping to hell that this year will be better.
I want to start on my book project. That's going to be fucking sweet.
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[09 Nov 2007|07:03pm] |
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Here's some pictures from Halloween and then some:
Kate and me. I love me some Kate.
I did her hair and makeup. She looks fucking smokin'.
In case you don't get my costume, I'm a NOLA chola stinky pussy.
( Read more... )
Things are getting a little bit better for me. I'm thinking alot more clearly than
I used to. Everything ends up working itself out, even when it sucks.
I have good friends.
Oh, and stop being bitter. It doesn't accomplish much.
Anyhow, my friend Max and I are going to start working on a photobook very soon. We need eight other ladies and some boys to volunteer their services. I won't divulge the details just yet, but what we have in mind, to my knowledge, hasn't been done yet. Serious inquiries only, prease.
Haha, I got contacted to do Jerry Springer PPV. Yeah. To go on the show as a dominatrix. They were going to fly me out and pay me. Thanks, but fuck no thanks.
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[06 Nov 2007|02:10pm] |
OOOooooooooooooooooo.
That's all I can even say.
Jail is not good. And no, I didn't get arrested.
Whoa, shit's fucked.
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| GET THA FUCK OUT!!!! Mercenary parking pass. |
[29 Oct 2007|12:04am] |
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Penetralia + Creature Feature + Wednesday 13th
The Hangar
1511 South Rendon, NOLA (Mid City)
DOORS AT 7
TICKETS 15.00
Bradlee. go, prease.
BAHAHAA, my job. Haha, jooooooobs.
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| Work, work, work. |
[24 Oct 2007|08:45pm] |
So Tony and I were driving home from the Pussyhawk show, (which was badass, by the way) I saw some drunk bitch plow underneath a utility truck that was parked. Hahaa, she got stuck. I got to call 911 and shoot the shit with two cops about a drunk driver. What a difference 3 weeks can make.
Greg sent me some of the pics we took the other day, and I'm really happy about it. Maybe I'll actually start getting paid for doing this every now and then.
Cat power.
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Work was irritating as fuck today. At least I made a lil bit of cash. So many people are coming to town for Halloween... I hope it's fun. We scored at Target last night. A sign that says "STAY AWAY" in orange LED lights. It's in the window in the living room. I think it can stay there forever and ever.
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| Livin la vida HONGRY. |
[23 Oct 2007|07:26pm] |
Posting twice in one day, holy shit!
I just got some of the photos from my shoot last night with Max. He has crazy mad skills with a camera. I'm sure being much healthier on my part has something to do with it, but not much. I want to ride my biiiiicycle.
Here's his myspace:
http://www.myspace.com/prophetsound
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You can sorta see my "SLAYER" tattoo in the third one. Slayer makes me happy.
Oh, yeh. Laura did my hair differently too. First time in awhile.
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| The opposite of Easter is Wester. How very clever. |
[23 Oct 2007|03:08pm] |
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Zombie Prom tonight, I think.
After that, I'm going to go see Shannon's band, Pussyhawk. That's the best band name ever.
I had two shoots in two days. They came out really nicely. I don't have a whole lot to say, other than this week is going to be insane, due to the high volume at work, plus the fact that I'm working six days this week, and Penetralia has a show on Friday night at The Hangar. I think we go on at around 7 or 8, and I don't get off of work until 5. Whoo, go team stressed out.
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[17 Oct 2007|10:43pm] |
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I saw Halloween last night.
Fucking awesome.
Then I had Denny's.
Fucking good.
Then I realized that this spider bite isn't going to go away on its own.
FUCKING LAME.
I'm glad I'm working at Fifi's four days a week now. The money will be decent through Halloween.
Laura and I went to Beauty Plus today.
Girl, I got a grill.
Shooting people is mean.
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[15 Oct 2007|11:25pm] |
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The past few days have been good. Mark tattooed me again for five hours last Tuesday. Got Halloween stuff, went to sushi, worked a bit, and my sister came over to the house tonight and we made dinner and carved the shit out of some pumpkins. Oh yeah, and we went to this badass thrift store on the westbank called Last Chance. That place has everything. I also shot with McIntosh for about 3 or 4 hours last night, and the photos are great.
It's good to feel like I' doing something productive for once.
Not being fucked up constantly is pretty awesome.
Too bad I didn't figure that out a few years ago... coulda saved myself alot of grief. Ah well.
Damn.
Here's a peek from yesterday:
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| Throwing in the towel. |
[08 Oct 2007|02:09pm] |
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So I had to talk about this sooner or later. The deal is, on my birthday, some really, really terrible things happened. I love the swirling rumors, by the way. Whoever started THAT one, kudos, I couldn't have thought up a better one myself. Anyhow, as per the worst night of my LIFE (and keep in my mind I've had several bad nights) I'm no longer drinking. I've said that before, but let me assure you of the seriousness of the situation. I quit my job at One Eyed Jack's. I quit my job at FLANAGAN'S!!! That hurt yesterday when I woke up and realized it was sunday and the thing that I've done every sunday for the past four years wasn't a responsibility anymore. I can't work in bars and get better. Some people can, but I can't. I definitely almost lost two of the most important things in my life due to that night, as well as almost losing my own life. I'm still at Fifi's, and I'm looking for more mellow environments to settle into. I'm been completely sober for five days... yeah, yeah, big deal, five days... I've been going to N.A. and A.A. - that's how shitty it's gotten. I know five days isn't a long time at all, but I've been to 5 meetings, and do you know what they tell you? "When you think about using, remember the last time you did..."
HOLY SHIT!
I don't think I'll ever forget the last time, because that's sort of impossible for reasons I will not go into.
Anyway, I also moved again. Away from the Quarter, and all the old haunts that I would undoubtedly slip back into if they were in my face 24/7.
I actually feel better already.
P.S.
I'm going to be Amy Winehouse for Halloween. Why? Because that's just hilarious.
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[28 Sep 2007|01:56pm] |
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So I discovered something in the last few days. I'm gonna get in a lot of trouble. Finally!
That's cryptic, but you'll see. I'm not even willing to do anything about it either.
Anyhow, I also discovered that Aura and I do not belong in Baton Rouge. Ever. Neither do Colin or Tony. Whoops. We went to a show there anyway. And then I ate Waffle House. WTF?
BAHAHAAAA, WHO THE FUCK IS THAT GUY???????The look on her face pretty much sums it up.
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My blond hair is coming in. I don't care either.
I got to hang with Denver for a little bit last night. Denver makes me super happy.
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| Marcel Marceau is dead. Sad mimes everywhere. |
[26 Sep 2007|02:11pm] |
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reverend glasseye - 17 lashes |
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So, I took some pictures of my apartment. It's very, very small, but me and Jean Claude like it alot. Here goes:
My dog has been a sex machine lately. He tries to fuck everything that moves.
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In short, I'm pretty okay with my tiny little place. Makes you realize that you don't need much.
It's punk & metal night at one eyed jack's. Please stop by and grab a drink. I need monies.
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[24 Sep 2007|11:07am] |
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Holy shit, the contrast. That's my little sister. She's 17. And six feet tall. And all my guy friends want to do it with her. Thus the bitch be cool stick. We've been hanging out alot lately.
And, I feel better lately. It's about time. People are going to hate me for being sort of happy right now, but I guess that's on them. I'm pretty tired of hating people. It's draining as all fuck.
I work tonight for the Saints game at One Eyed Jack's. We better win this time.
P.s.
The whorehouse in Twin Peaks is called One Eyed Jack's.
GO FIGURE I WORK THERE.
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[15 Sep 2007|04:34pm] |
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Fuckin' A. Jesus, that's rough.
I've finally decided to start shooting some more stuff. Time to stop feeling sorry for myself. I've got a few projects lined up that I'm super excited about. Two words: patron saints. I love that shit. I'm also going to do a series of parody commercials. Haha, I can't wait for that. Penetralia also booked a show @ The Hangar on October 29th. We're opening for Wednesday 13. The venue's on South Rendon, I think. I really hope our props are still in my old garage. If not, ah well.
Meat Puppets tonight with my gay boyfriend. Bobby Baxter, call me back-ster.
Those old fuckers better play lake of fire.
I heard Psychic Tv is going on tour. I will flip my shit.
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[13 Sep 2007|08:16pm] |
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I'm bored, so here's some pictures:
This was a few months back. Set up and photo by Michael Cain.
"She said I looked like Jesus."
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I'm turning 25 on October 2nd. I remember when 25 sounded so old to me.
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| Chlemen. And things were going so well. |
[10 Sep 2007|06:03pm] |
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Haven't had anything good to say for awhile.
Kevin and I split up.
I moved into a new place. It's pretty small, but it's perfect for me and my dog.
The block I'm on is pretty quiet.
Living alone is sort of strange at first, but I'm getting used to it. Fuck it.
Mark's tattooing me on Tuesday so that's good news.
Maybe I'll post some photos later.
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